No, They’re Real.


So yeah, got yet another warning about you-know-whom.




When I said everyone I’ve showed your demented tirades to agrees you’re the insane one who seriously needs to get a life, I wasn’t kidding. Naturally, you’ll claim they’re lying to “spare my feelings” from your “truth”, but the reality is that you’re just a lifeless individual who is so twisted with hate that you’ll tell any lie—even to yourself—to rationalize your insanity as something other than just that.

Maybe someday you’ll have the courage to seek the psychiatric help you so desperately need, but I doubt it.

Meme Fails

Memes are images pulled from the Internet or uploaded from a person’s storage device, with funny text added, and then shared across the World Wide Web. If a meme is popular with users it will go viral, and be sent out for the duration of its popularity.

Of course, it is possible for memes to backfire, for instance, when used improperly. If you’re trying to intimidate someone, for example, you probably don’t want to use a meme inspired by a loser.

MillionDollarExtreme is a Youtube channel, and the type that makes you think. It makes you think, “If God created man in his image, would God develop a meth problem, make a Youtube channel, and then grovel for attention from edgy, misanthropic teens?” Because Sam Hyde (historic or apocryphal character in the folklore of New England, used in the folk saying “to lie like Sam Hyde”) certainly did. He did all of those things, and now we have to deal with his dumb ass virally advertising his terrible “comedy” on any 4chan board he thinks he can get away with. Mostly on /pol/, but also sometimes on /k/ and even on /mlp/ for a little while.

Sam is kind of a wannabe “shock jockey”, which means he wants to earn money by showing people his dick without going to prison for it, but he’s not attractive enough to work in the sex industry. He’s also not smart enough to write jokes, so he settled for kind of an in-between area where he basically shows people his penis or does other offensive things and tells them he was joking. In school, Sam was that guy who used to tell you, “Dude, your shoes are gay,” even though they were goddamn perfectly fine shoes, and if you told him off about it he’d act like you were the one with the social problems. Also, he’s an ethnic russkie. Here’s proof

Sam Hyde obviously doesn’t bathe, groom, read, or understand subtlety. Because of a massive inferiority complex, it appears Sam’s sole goal in life is to bring other people down to his level by being a really annoying inconvenience. If there’s a social convention we all follow pretty wordlessly, like “don’t let horses fuck you in the ass because they’ll perforate your colon”, Sam Hyde will be there to break that social convention, forcing everyone to stop and pass some retarded law explicitly forbidding it in the future. Sam will then brag endlessly about what he did because he’s just so happy he had a lasting impact on local legislature.

Sam is one of those idiots who doesn’t really understand people, so he decides there’s something wrong with everyone else and tries to be praised for pointing it out. So basically just your average attention whore, kind of like Brianna Wu but maybe uglier – but we’ll talk Sam and Brianna Wu in a second. Sam believes that he got his start so he could troll hipsters, but jury’s out on whether or not he could actually tell you what a hipster does. Sam has sort of a reputation for being obnoxious towards certain groups without seeming to grasp what particular aspects of those groups are absurd. He just knows some of them aren’t popular for whatever reason, and then he goes and acts like an asshole towards them because Sam is just one of those guys.

Another interesting note is that Sam Hyde considers himself “charismatic”, even though ordinary people learn to hate him right away. He most likely arrived at this conclusion by finding friends who were stupider than him, or who were actually, on record, noted as being mentally handicapped. For the most part, all his “brilliant tricks” only seem to work if he’s lying about something stupid nobody cares about, because as soon as one of his “satire ideas” involved stealing a few thousand dollars, he got blasted out of the water. It seems like a lot of people in his life just kind of tolerate Sam’s behavior and try to ferry him from day without letting him starve to death or run himself over with his own bicycle.

Someone thinks I should fear him. As always, he’s just being delusional.

Ruminations On Crazy Bastards

My sociopath-psychopath-narcissist-bully has been quiet lately, which is good.  The past weeks have been putting a lot more on my plate than I’d like, and I really don’t need the added stress.  Still, that got me thinking about bullies and bullying, and how related they are to sociopathy and psychopathy.  Having nothing better to do, I decided to look up some information on terms.

In this piece from, the primary difference appears to be that “Psychopaths have a high predisposition to violence while this may vary among sociopaths. A psychopath’s behavior is controlled and calculated; they [sic] are the masters of manipulation. A sociopath’s behavior is often impulsive and erratic. While sociopaths may form some superficial relationships, a psychopath is incapable of maintaining a true relationship. The appearance of such is all manipulation and thus disingenuous.”

So basically, a true psychopath has no real emotions, is more prone to physical violence, and has no regard for rules or laws, while a true sociopath is less likely to engage in physical violence and is prone to emotional outbursts.

Another tidbit of information worth noting is that, according Doctor Martha Stout (as quoted here), true “sociopaths make up 4% of western society (Stout, 2010). That’s about 1 in 25 people walking around among us without a conscience, without the ability to measure, or care to measure, the morality of their decisions and actions.”

That seems pretty low for percentages, but think about it: the people running things in this world happen to fall into that aforementioned four percent.  That includes businesspeople.

Okay, so what’s the real difference?  I mean, who cares what sort of fecal stain a relentless bully is?  Filth is filth.  But there are those of us who want answers, because it helps us deal better with what’s been done to us.  As it turns out, the line between narcissism and sociopathy is a thin one indeed, and very often narcissism, sociopathy, and psychopathy overlap: It is possible to be all three.

The common thread, however, is that all three types of whack-jobs are serial bullies, that is, they pick targets for their deranged behavior and go on perpetual attack, never letting up for an instant, until they’ve achieved satisfaction—and they never achieve satisfaction.

So yeah, just a bit of info-sharing.  Maybe you can gain some insight if you’re a fellow victim-survivor.